Aku Ingat Dulu . . . .

Di kala semua terasa begitu indah di matamu, aku diam dan tidak menganggapmu

Dikala kau menganggap semua tentangku berharga, aku juga terdiam dan menjauhimu

Aku ingat dulu kau selalu ingin bercerita

Aku ingat dulu kita pernah saling menguatkan

Aku ingat dulu kita sering berandai-andai tentang masa depan

Aku ingat dulu kita saling mengungkapkan perasaan

Tetapi sayangnya dulu kita sama-sama hidup dijaman "cinta monyet"

Kita sama sama tidak menyadari bahwa kita memang saling mencintai

Kita sama-sama masih belum memikirkan ke "halal" yang lebih serius

Karena kita hanya saling menutupi perasaan kita sendiri dan menyembunyikannya hingga saat ini

Sekarang aku menyadarinya. Tetapi pun kau menghilang

Aku rindu semua tentangmu, keanehnmu, kebodohanmu, noda di belakang bajumu dan senyumanmu itu

Jagalah selalu hatimu, sebut aku dalam doa'mu karena aku juga begitu

Aku ingat dulu . . . .

Rindu

Matahari indah menerangi bumi yang basah

Bersinar terang mengelilingi planet-planet raksasa

Tak biasanya matahati begitu dekat dan menyengat tubuh cokelat kecil itu

Tubuh yang selalu memiliki perasaan merindu yang mendalam terhadapnya sang kekasih yang tak terlihat di balik laut itu

Rindu ku terhalangi laut luas yang terbentang di antara kota ku yang berisik dan kotamu yg sunyi damai

Atas nama rindu ku ingin menyampaikan kepiluan ini

Kepada neptunus sang raja lautan

Agar dapat menyampaikan rindu ini kepadamu kekasih di sebrang sana

Begitu ingin kusampaikan rindu ini kepadamu

Inginku katakan sendiri kepadamu wahai anak adam

Yang telah memiliki hati ini

Sungguh aku merindukanmu dan hanya bisa berkata dalam hati

Dan berharap kau juga begitu

Sungguh tidak pernah aku merindu separah ini kepada siapaun

Selain kepada Allah dan kau

Atas nama rindu, ku ingin kau percaya bahwa

Tidak ada wanita lain yg merindumu seperti aku ini

Aku yang sejak lama dulu telah mencintaimu

Aku yang sejak dulu menjadi tempatmu berbagi

Dan aku yang sejak dulu selalu punya waktu untuk mengetuk pintu rumahmu

Atas nama rindu, aku mencintaimu

All My Life

ROAD TO SYDNEY with my bestfriend. Will be adorable touring when you can go with your bestfriend. Laugh along the road, do crazy thing in every road and all the insane things in the same time. It's way how to be free without the rules of life. Just ignore everything and throw out all the boring thing. Just be free with your bestfriend. Go on the road with bestfriend that's one of my life plan.

Well, that one I need more is I WANT HAVE A BOY BESTFRIEND. He will keep me and my ladies care all the time. We will be happy bestfriend ever. We will make much sweet memories year by year. THAT'S ALL I WANT. GLORY~ Make much new inventions with your bestfriend

                                                                

We are not meant to be (My lyric tittle)

        Well, i don't know what to say but this is just for fun honestly. Just for waste my time and make it worthy. Everything goes worse after we met. And our relationship is like "a bitch with her beer" drunk so deep and fall in the wrong place. Forbidden relationship it seems like. So far to touch but i can feel. "I love this pain" Lady Antebellum said. Yes, this pain make this step so close to you. Through pain we will know the better thing for the next chance. Chance never lost control. Depend on us how to make a chance be more just a chance. Control it by ourselves. 

           Looking for me and you fade away then. It's VERY NOT FUNNY. You play on "karma". But, i never thought that this is will be "a good relationship" and i just don't care about you and someone else. My bestfreind said that, "if ".@#$%." wanna sharing to you just listen ".@#$%." and give the best suggestion". Well, i was. But human is just human. Can't change and never be Zeus or what kind of the impossible thing. ".@#$%." never think and feel. Here I am that always say "WE ARE NOT MEANT TO BE". And let this pain will burn the tears till morning sleep.

                                                                                                                                                                 

Natural is always original

Natural comes so beautiful and destroy by people. Keep the trees and don't let someone cut it down. The most important thing for our breathe process is all the green plans. Butterflies, bees and beetles are need much flowers. Let the flowers growing up and blooming be a pretty perfect flower. Do not take it, cause it's so precious to die young lolz. Love the nature for our kids in the next future. They will be happy and know how beautiful this earth to leave.

Van+Food+Friendship = Hilarious

Well, see the up picture. They are my friendship. I can't do anything without em. Crazy+weird+absurd+sick things = Beautiful Life.

We are so far away. But the distance can deny us to see each other. Every year we meet. 

Now, they're leaving me for their study. Yep, College life ofcourse.

Im gonna miss em. Just em can make me feel so sexy lolz. 

I feel original. I feel crazy. I feel just wanna be me. Cause they are make me feel so.

I don't need make-over to looks beautiful. Cause they're make me looks more than just beautiful. LOVE EM SO FUCKING MUCH! (:

OUR BLUE SEXY VAN.

TAKE ON THE ROAD AND DO EVERYTHING WITH MY BEST FRIENDS.

She is one of my best friends. She is bitch, lolz. She is gorgeous. I don't need to pretend. She was mine. And I was her :D

No matter how she looks like. She is still my best friends and will be forever best friends.

However she is, i'm more sexy than her and another my best friends.

Love her!

Hello, long time no write here. Well, hows everyone without me? It's must be sooo kill you, right?! lolz. I will put my crazy holiday here. Ready to read? No, maybe next week XDD 

Look at under down ;)